nightie to sleep in.

Slowly I started on a new wardrobe.

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Today

I have quite a beautiful wardrobe built up again. I kept it all in a trunk. I would take a dress, slip, panties, bra, hose and shoes out of the trunk and go to town to a motel for a weekend.

I kept on looking for a girl who would understand but after the rebuffs I had had I just couldn't tell a girl about my TV. Finally I found a girl whom I wanted to marry and wanted to ex- press my desires to her so badly but I knew she would think me "queer". So when we got married and I moved to town I put my old trunk away back in the closet. She asked me once what was in it and I told her just a bunch of old stuff and some books that I was going to throw away some day. That was all that was ever said about it. I've had quite a lot of time to dress up in the last two years since my wife works and I know exactly when she'll get home. The first year and a half of my marriage was all well and good, but about six months ago we started having lots of arguments. About a month ago we had a big one and she said she was going home for a couple of weeks to think things over Since then I got a letter from her saying that she thinks we should get a divorce, so she hasn't come back

Since the day she left there hasn't been a single night that I haven't gotten dressed up as soon as I get home from work. Ive gotten all my clothes cleaned and hanging in the clo set where they should be instead of in that trunk I do miss my wife and I love her very much, but I've been very happy in spite of her leaving since now I can live as I want to again I lead two seperate lives--in the day I m a man doing a job that I like very much. But at night as soon as I come in the door I get undressed, take a bath, shave and dress again as a woman I put on a cute little apron and cook my supper then do the dishes and clean up the house Then I read, watch TV or do some sewing I have found that I like to sew very much.

Well, there you have it, right up to tonight. Tomorrow's Monday and the "other" me has to go to work pretty early in the morning, so I'd better get out of my dress and into a nightie and get my beauty sleep. I hope this story will prove interesting to others whether TVs or not as it shows something of the origins and development of a TV. Loretta.